If I could

I have so many things going on in my head, sometimes it's hard for me to form them into sentences and getting them out into the world. I wish I was better at this. I think I need a focus. Or prompts. Or questions or something. You'd think the girl with something to say about almost everything would be able to fill sheets and sheets with ideas and opinions, but I find at the end of the day that my brain cannot do it on its own. And so, I have nothing to say but that I have no idea how to say what I would say if I could.